Anxious

I feel sick to my stomach. I feel like I'm going to vomit, but I know I won't.

I'm not sick. I just feel sick. I feel anxious. I'm being neurotic.

Not much I can do about it right now, except wait. I'm trying to get my mind off things, like finding a job. Just for now.

I'm starting my screenplay. A friend recommended some software to help me write it. Its called Celtx. I don't really know how to describe it. To be honest, I just opened the program and I haven't really used it yet. But once I get used to it, I'll post about how it is.

Seeing as how I have no clue how to write a screenplay, I decided to just look at some screenplays and read them through. According to my friend, each page of the screenplay should take approximately one minute.

It's amazing to read these screenplays and see how much action drives the movie. Of course, dialog is important, but going scene from scene, the action of the actors and camera drive the movie. It's crazy.

I'm looking for inspiration, so I'm listening to random songs, and putting them in a play list. Potential soundtrack? I love random mixes.

If you haven't already, watch the video from my previous entry. It's not much, but it's my first video blog post. Although I filmed it in December. I put it together earlier this week. I hope to do more.

Am I finally finding direction? Am I gonna go video? We'll see.

I'm gonna try and fight through this anxiety.